Random thoughts!

when the world comes crashing down......i look up at the sky......n tell myself.....its jus gonna get better....
when everything seems to go downhill...i look at all the good things tht have happened in my life....n smile.....
when people i love unintentionally hurt me.....i realise tht its human to err....n divine to forgive.......
when its some1 i genuinely love.....i knw its jus me....to be there for tht person...no matter wht happenns and how bad i feel.....

what is life....if its not for such crappy situations.....it jus adds excitement
what is life....if u havent had a heartbreak, if u havent felt really stupid, if u havent cried ur heart out cause u felt left out, if u havent wanted something so bad..and when u get it....u realise u never really wanted it.
what is life if u havent wanted some1 so bad.....and u know very well u l never get tht some1.....ever
wht is life.....if u havent had to wait for 6 hours n then realised...it was not even worth the wait
wht is life....if u havent had that one injury that has a permanent scar on your body...
what is life...if u havent lost some1........u really loved because they just died....
wht is life.....if u havent woken up one mornin and felt an eerie emptyness inside...
wht is life....if u havent felt the need to kill urself atleast twice...
in the end...life is as much the sadness as it is happyness.....n i think they jus have to balance each other out...cause otherwise...we wud jus get so bored of too many good things happenin to us all the time.

Life or something like it!

Why does life take u up one day and bring u down the next day?
Why does life make you feel so beautiful one day and so ugly the next day?
Why do people who mean the world to you one day, suddenly do not matter the next day?
Why does everything end, before it’s about to begin?
Why do all good people come and go so soon and the bad ones remain forever?
Why do people get so happy one day, so depressed the next day?
Why do all things good come with an expiry date, all things bad with a life long guarantee?
Why does love make us feel like living this life forever and why does love make us want to kill ourselves the very next day?
Why does falling in love take so much care and time n falling out of love takes a fraction of a second?
Why do people fall in love with the wrong people, and why are those wrong people never the right people?
Why does love have to come when it is least expected, why doesn’t it come when u really need it?
Life has its various questions, but never any answers
Life has its beautiful moments, but nothing to make them last forever
Life brings with it joy and happiness, but sadness and misery is what one can only remember.
Life makes me laugh and cry, but all I can feel is tears which I m trying to hide.
Life makes it easy one moment and tough the next moment.
Life makes me wanna get up and dance one moment, and cut myself and bleed to death the next moment.
This life has given me love, lust, affection, attraction, warmth……………………
But in the end…………it’s an empty pit……..the vaccum is slowly engulfing me……….making me wanna just jump from the tallest building……….and see myself crush with the power of gravity.
In the end L I F E : Let It Finish Me

The one year itch

STATE OF MIND: ANGRY AND CONFUSED

Every relationship starts of as being so beautiful, that one invariably ends up feeling that it is the best thing to have happened to them...... till about the first one year. i.e. if you have lasted that long.
If not, then good for you.... you have made the right decison. I have started respecting those people who keep moving from one boy friend to another.... "enjoy and move on". They are the kinds who dont get emotionally tied down.
well to move on... i now come to those who have crossed the one year mark and feel all happy and proud.
These guys are the most respected among their group of friends.
They are given the golden couple tag among their peers.
They are considered to be the love gurus, solving love problems for the not so happy in love guys.

But to tell you a deep dark secret... WE ARE NOT HAPPY

After 1 year this is what happens:

1) For ur boyfriend, you become a thing of convinience, he can miss you when he wants and will tell you to buzz of when he feels like it. But the same does not hold true for the GF. her rhtym of missing the BF have to match or its dooms day for the relationship.

2) Suddenly after one year, meeting and spending time with each other becomes least important. from earlier comments of "how will i live without you for the entire night", you hear " so what! its only been 15 days we have not met"

3) Earlier every thing you said was considered so cute and now even a simple sentence, is considered "whiny"

4) Now holding hands is suddenly considered indecent.

5) After one year you actually can remember the exact day, date and time of your last alone time with him: day:friday date:22 nov 2005 time 1:00 pm -4:00 pm

its 1 year 8 months for me and my BF and today i have just banged the phone 3 times on him. i cant remember why i banged the phone.....but all i can remember is that it had something to do with the fact that i have not seen him in 15 days.

lastly to all those in love people.... remember the mush fest is not gonna last too long.
ALL THE BEST